Nocturne Prince

Stephen…..

So… he’s gone too… How many times do I have to write such story in my memory…

I grew up listening to the western music… english music. Pop, rock, punk, etc… So yeah… I listened to Boyzone. I loved and still love their songs.. In fact before I liked Ronan, Stephen was my first favourite in the band… Reminding me when I was still very young…

Ronan, Shane, Mikey, Keith and all who feel the lost of him… Be strong…

March 17, 1976 – October 10, 2009… Rest In Peace.. Stephen Patrick David Gately… God blesses you…

I’m A DOT!

I’m a DOT~!! My DOT number is 1324~! Quite CooL~ Hehehe… I’m in Michael’s Right Eye…Yeah! RIGHT EYE baby~!! I really want to buy the shirt!

We need to reach 1,000,000 dots.  There are already more than 230,000 dots at the moment. A million fans I think is possible! Spread! Spread! Spread! 

In This Empty World

Life… Life… Life… I seriously don’t understand why seems everything is always wrong… I feel like time is flying fast while I’m still standing here without anything changed at all…

While people surround me seem not to even give a damn… When people keep complaining about their lives… crying like there’s no tomorrow… They will feel sympathize to them… Asking how they feel… Protect them…

While me…

I feel so worthless…. Will someone cry for me if I die… I almost never complain about anything… I could say life is hard… I can’t do what I really want to do. Though I want to complain.. I do it to my own self… When I am sick… I will take care of myself. I will cure my own self… When I get a trouble… I almost never ask for help… I will try to resolve it by myself. But what people think…

They said that I was strong… They said that they didn’t care too much about me… They said they didn’t need to worry about me… They said to give attention more to another instead to me…

Someone even said to me… “You’re such a selfish person. Our live is like this but seems you just enjoy your life.”

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Sometimes I feel ashamed with my own self who unable to solve my own problem. Nothing’s wrong with everything surrounds me… The problem is in me…. It’s me… It’s always me… I have no right to complain about anything…

Someone enlighten me please… I feel like dying…