Nocturne Prince

The True Angel

July 24, 2009 on 9:35 am | In memories | Comments Off

When I read in the internet, I was reading it over and over again hoping that I was wrong or wishing that it was just a bad joke…I still feel like it’s a dream that he has already gone. When I suddenly remember about him, his face will come to my mind and I was like man… this man has already gone…? He’s not on this earth anymore. It’s impossible…

I’ve never stated myself as Michael’s fan. I think because my fandom wasn’t as crazy as know since I’ve been more into K-Pop for this past few years. Been listening to his music since I was little, I purely loved and enjoyed his music and admired him as a great artist and humanitarian. First album of Michael that I bought was INVINCIBLE. It was 8 years ago. It was a great album. After that, I started to collect another his album and singles. I did feel pity about his life… wondering why had to be like that. I only depended to magazine-internet wasn’t like today about his news and nothing much. … I heard about the allegation but I always believed that he was innocent.

I really never thought I will feel such a lost with his death. I feel like there’s a little hole in my heart. I don’t know… I just never though that he will leave us so fast. I did think that he would have had long life and getting older and older. But I was wrong….

Since that day I’m totally back to his songs… Listening to his songs over and over again… Singing what he had written in his song… I’m digging deeper about him…. Reading the articles… Seeing what he had done to our world… Seeing how he had gone through so much and the pain.. Finding the truth… I just realize how beautiful he is…

He is just so beautiful…

He loves kids very much and always care for them but tell me why you have to leave your children so fast… I just remembered about one of your songs Heaven Can Wait, Could you ask the angel to bring you back…?

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From that, we all know how he loves his children. How he loves all kids on earth. He might not be a perfect role. He did make mistake but that imperfection is the thing that make him as a human being, a normal human being who also need love and affection. I do feel he’s a lonely person. Michael is just a big kid who loves to play and laugh…

Seeing how people said bad even harsh things about him, I realize how heartless human being can be. I’m not going to say anything about you guys. It’s shameful for me and Michael if I attack you back. I believe though MJ is hurt for being told bad, he will forgive all of you. He’s a nice guy with a gentle heart. He is a sweetheart… I just wish you guys will open your heart a little bit to what this great man has done to this world.

God blesses all of his children, all his family, friends and fans who love him and yeah.. God blesses you.. Michael Jackson. You are blessed.