Nocturne Prince

It’s Still Fucking My Mind!

I’ve been listening to The Last Song. For these days, I don’t know how many times I’ve listened to this song. I kept repeating it on and on. This is the first time I listen with very clear the guitar part and with Toshi’s voice. And it makes me fall deeper in the pain. It’s indeed such a beautiful song. And…

Before, I was afraid that if one day I forget about X. Forget about hide and forget about Yoshiki. I don’t want that happen. But now… I feel like I want to forget them, wishing I’ve never known all of them…

Could I…?

Once Again… No…

Am I wrong not to agree with X reform? Am I too selfish to feel unhappy with the X reform? It’s not that I want X to be just a history. I want X to be still alive, but I don’t think that it’s the right way. X is still alive until now without any new singles or albums.

Before, I thought I was the only one who didn’t feel happy with this news. But I know now that X fans are divided between two extreme opinions. You reunite and I’ll kill you or if you don’t reunite I’ll die. I’m not going to kill Yoshiki but I’m included the one who doesn’t like X to be reunited.

I love X. Really love them. I always dream that I could watch them live in concert. But do you know who I want to see on that stage? I want to see hide, I want to see Yoshiki, I want to see Toshi, I want to see Pata, I want to see Heath and Taiji. The people who don’t have any relation with X… No!

I love X. I love listening the plucks of hide’s and Pata’s guitars, the melody of Yoshiki’s piano, the beats of Yoshiki’s drums, the voice of Toshi and the sounds of Heath’s and Taiji’s basses. The people who don’t have any relation with X… I don’t want…